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Obviously, the factual reason why the one, who you believe to be your twin, blocked you on social media can only be truly identified by him. However, specific reasons notwithstanding, it isa common occurrence, to which you should not take offense. The reasoning behind this behavior in a twin flame connection, is part of the resistance one twin, usually an unawakened twin, can have to who and what they are and the undercurrent of fear which can fester within them.From my own journey, while I have not, nor would I block her from anything in my life, I am excluded from my twin’s life, whether in reality or the virtual reality of social media. I’m blocked and it obviously hurt when it initially happened. The pangs of rejection and abandonment coupled with the whispers of doubt and denial all crept in like grotesque, gargoyle- like, demons returning to torment me with their greatest torture device, my mind. What did I do when that happened? I embraced my demons, made them tea and listened to what they had to say. That’s not as easy as it sounds. Our inclination is to fight our demons and tell them to go to hell. But here’s the thing about hell, your path may require you to walk through those flames to continue on your path.My twin and I had an unusual connection that had tangible contradictions and irony. Without divulging too much and betraying her privacy, she hated when I gave her complements or showed caring. That confused the hell out of me and at one point I wrote to her, explaining my confusion, that I didn’t want to upset her and ultimately I said good bye. The hardest thing I ever did was to hit send on that communication, but I was willing to let her go and wished her love and happiness in her life, rather than be a hindrance to her happiness.She eventually told me why it upset her. She didn’t think I meant what I was said. Let me be clear, I give thoughtful consideration to each and every word I use and while I may be expansive, I mean each and every word I write. Afterwards, we had a much better understanding of each other and communication flowed smoothly. I even felt our connection with more strength and clarity. While I knew enough not to ask, I strongly suspect she felt it too.Circumstances then separated us, but the connection remained and remains. I can only speak for me, but there hasn’t been a day she wasn’t my first thought when I woke up, or the last thought before I surf the dreamy dunes of the sandman. If I occupy her mind, as she does mine, and she is unawakened or still fearful of the connection, she will try to forget me. Blocking me may seem to be a solution to the frustration.Here’s the thing, she’s an articulate person and if she truly wanted to discard me, she knows she can and I would respect it. The only condition I would have is that she face me, look me in the eyes and tell me that I am nothing to her, that she wants nothing to do with me and whatever else she’d want to add to an arsenal of words she could deploy. The way I see it is, the love I have is at least deserving of the courage of honesty.Aside from the connection we cannot break, I would make no efforts to connect with her in the ways which are matters of free will, even energetically. I would continue on my path, which would be paved with trillions of pieces of my broken heart. But regardless, I would continue on, because I deserve to be the best version of myself. And I would love her unconditionally to my last.The fly in the ointment is the universe, who could bring us together again. You might be wondering what I would do if she were to face me, look into my eyes and unleash a fury of acid soaked words of poisonous intent and then, one day face me again. I would not forgive her. Surprised? Don’t be. I would have already forgiven her as soon as she said all of it, which would render any further forgiveness superfluous.So, back to your question. Why is he blocking you? From my perspective, assuming he is your twin, it may be because his ego is resisting you. Why is he the first to look at your stories on other social media feeds? Because it is the nature of his soul to seek you out, but on his own terms. You are most probably on his mind, more often than he would admit, and it may be confusing to him. Imagine the number 536 was on your mind and it kept showing up over and over. You might want to try to avoid seeing it, but eventually it would keep manifesting in your life and you might even want to understand why you keep seeing it. Extrapolate that a million fold, erase the numbers and see a soul there.No matter how many answers or perspectives you receive regarding your question, remember this simple bit of advice: be understanding and empathetic with him and send him you unconditional love in plenty. YesHow